chatting

we learned how to chat on skype.cute la ..now i can see his face everyday!!
yey!!

i love everything about him

Yesterday i cried just because he was busy the whole day.each time i called him its either he was doing something or he was with someone..i am ashamed at myself.i wasnt mad or anything, its just that i was having a bad day at work and i was tired and of course i was having my period..he was quick to reason things and made me feel so much better.
skrg ni both of us hati senang nak pujuk..if we do argue pon, it wouldnt be long.macam syg sgt kat my boyfriend.
Its really obvious that he has changed for the better.and i feel that i have changed too.and i feel so in love..mutual understanding is the common factor.
2010 for me is a start of everything great...most importantly the year to be a better muslim..that is what i long for.I have been preparing myself mentally and emotionally to be someone's wife..
its alright that both of us had bad history or whatever,the most important thing is that we have learned and we are better human beings now.all the lessons picked up through out the years has made us stronger.Its better we tried out everything when we were younger and now, we're just settling down..thats the best part.seriously
i wouldnt change anything.and i wouldnt trade my moments with him,good or bad.
Am really surprised that i cant really find anything to complain about him anymore.thats how good things are between me and him now.
Alhamdulillah

B, u promised that we would settle down in KL!

Its a saturday and no my boyfriend is not coming.he just came on thursday.i took half day from work just to spend time with him.when we met on thursday.we were arguing about where we would settle down one day..be it melaka or Kl..i of course from the beginning, before we agreed to get married clearly stated that we would settle down together in kl in the future.
I'll be a weekend wife.and i've even agreed that every alternate weekends i would go back to melaka..i just wanted to make things clear and fair so that we could avoid petty arguments and complications in the future when we're married..

Again last night we argued abit about me not wanting to spend this weekend in melaka.Hello?its tiring enough that i've got to work the whole week and i definitely look forward to the weekend.and he expects me to stay for the weekend at his house with his mom and his other adik beradik yg akan lepak2 at his house.of course i wont be comfortable because its not my own house and my own famiy.in the end i would still be tired because i wouldnt be able to just be a lazy bum like i can be at my own house..tolong la faham mr boy..i also dont expect u to feel comfortable when you are at my house..
So the point is,weekends are for me to just relax and unwind..When i'm married to him then it would be a different story la.HIS HOUSE=MY HOUSE, HIS MOM=MY MOM.but untill then, i really want to just enjoy the last few months of my freedom..

Like what my cousin once told me..getting married is as though you're putting yourself in a cage ,and you get locked in, and your husband has the keys..

OMG!! that freaked me out..aiyoh..but what to do..

Love american idol

So U Think U Can Dance totally rocks...
damn they can really dance.why is it that mostly everything that the westerners do are far off better than us..i wouldnt know who to vote for.be it courtney,katee,joshua nor twitch..at first i was really into katee and twitch but later on discovered that all 4 of them are super talented..well tomorrow the auditions for American idol's gonna start..cant wait to watch the shows with mom every Wednesday and Thursday evening's.every year we would find our particular favourite and call him (for me) -my boyfriend and for him/her(for mom)-my son /daughter..

Anyway, today was a good day for me at the office...yeayYy...looking forward to good days like this..i haven't seen mr boy since his birthday.guess he's too bz to find the time for me..I've been easily irritated and definitely not in the mood for any lovey dovey dates.PMS definitely..enjoying this few months being single and really spending time with my family...

Boyfriend's can be damn irritating and unthoughtful..urgghhh

To Dzue

to my darling dzue yg tgh bosan and taktau nak buat apa kat office.there's a number of things u can do:



1-sleep!!
2-kacau asma!
3-FB (IF ur office allows u to access it)hehehe
4-start your own blog so that i can read it when i'm bored
5-buff your nails.(i just did a few hours ago)
6-go buy something to much.
7-just go home!!

hehhehe.hope this was useful.muah muah.see you soon

My boyfriend's/fiance's/bestfriend's 31 BIRTHDAY!!

The birthday boy at lunch

I went to melaka today.Took the day off for my kesayangan's 31st birthday..initially planned for a surprise visit.tapi dah jadi tak surprise ye B.hehehe.Brought my darling to lunch and scouted for a few wedding halls.All in all,it was nice to see his mom and of course great to see the Birthday Boy..

happy new year!

happy new year to everyone...

how did i celebrate new year's eve?
well what celebration?i went to a friends solemnization in bangi with a few of my girlfriends..it was actually nice.being with your close friends and ending the year by witnessing a happy ending for a couple..got back to subang just before 12am.i think by the time i got home was about 12.10am..
happeningnya i skarang...i miss my boo..we had an argument today so he decided not to come and spend new year's eve with me.so both of us masing2 ushered in the new years far apart..

but we've mended things..i can feel that i have very much changed.i no longer throw a fit whenever boy cant come ..i've realised there are better ways to channel my emotions and occupy my time.and most of all i just have no desire in going out to party.what have i turned into..