Please God make him love me forever

After a tensed week, my fiance yang garang sent me a text saying this to me: i sayang u sampai mati B.

Oh my,even though we've been together for 7 years,i can still feel the butterflies in my tummy..
But we still hv a long way to go, but no matter what happens,i believe that I will always have a special spot deep down in his heart.

I pon B, i sayang u sampai mati..

More crabs please!

Well as i mentioned yesterday, me and my cousins went to Hokkaido to have dinner.I've been meaning to introduce the place to them since a few months back.
My cousin Farah and her baby Kaysan came to pick me up at home at around 8.20pm and we met another cousin ,Shima there.
Alaa Kaysan is so cute.he's 8.5 kg's now.and i think he's about 5 months plus.At first when we stop at the gas station,he cried abit.so i took him out of his car seat and cradled him.he was looking at the view and lights outside the car and the next minute he was already asleep..comell
when we got to Hokkaido he was still sleeping peacefully.infact he slept all the way through dinner until we were about about to finish..at first when he woke up he was jjust looking at the surroundings until i guess he was getting hungry and sleepy again.Then he started to melalak.my oh my, kuat ok dia nangis..
His mommy tried to give him milk, but still he refused to drink up..
We had to cut short our conversation because Kaysan was obviously tired and restless.

As for what we ordered yesterday,this is what we ate:
chilli/sweet sour crabs
fried calamari
butter prawns
asparagus belacan
garlic spinach
steamed buns
chinese tea

all of this was only for RM106!!
Thats why Hokkaido is my current favourite seafood place!

Seafood for dinner please

THANK GOD ITS FRIDAY!

Alone in the office again, i've got another 40 minutes to go..this week has been really stressful.work is never ending and i really cant wait for the long Chinese new year weekend.
Tonight i've planned to go have dinner with cousins at my current favourite seafood place-Hokkaido.The place is right in front of Vistana Hotel.A lot of catching up to do plus i really wanna see my cousins baby.He is like so cute and so MONTEL.and the thing i adore most about him is that he loves to smile and basically laugh.Pantang kena agah-mesti melekek2 dia ketawa..!!
Parents went back to my dad's hometown today .so, i'm in charge of the house.
My brother, Danial is going for his Muay Tai (Kickboxing) class tonight.He was telling us yesterday that tonight he's going to volunteer to hold the pads while a girl is practicing to try and break the record of the most kicks and box's from 12 am to 6 am.crazy right.
I guess i'll be home alone tonight.SCARY!!

this is my furry baby

Oh how i love my cat..
i wish for my furry baby to live as long as i live.

Nak pergi holiday boleh

I really want to go on a vacation.but when is the best time for it.i also cant spend on unnecessary things like spending on a vacation (not like i've ever forked out my own money), more like i cant make mr boy to spend on a vacation now that we're a few months away from our wedding.

We were talking about going shopping in Bandung again during Chinese New Year, but there's a few factors that's stopping us:
1)of course we need to save money
2)my parents would be away during that time so i'll be in charge of feeding my hungry brother's mouth.
3)the house alarm has been going off at 5am and 1am on 2 separate nights last week.so we have to safe guard the house during my parents absence.
4)parents would say why cant we wait to go on a vacation during our honeymoon
and the list goes on and on...

Well the cons are outweighing the pros now.what pros,there isnt any..

sob~~dont get to see him as often nowadays

Sunday evenings usually sucks..
how i wish i didn't have to wake up early and go to work tomorrow..
Anyway, this weekend, mr boy came over..yeay!I've been seeing less of him lately..he has been very busy and i am handling (not seeing him that often) quite well.
Of course i miss him, but i guess we have to sacrifice for our own future's sake.




He got here at around 4.30pm yesterday, and he felt like eating JM Bariani.so i temanlah..takkan taknak teman, he is always fulfilling my cravings to eat this and that even though he doesn't necessarily like the choices i make.
After that we headed to our home away from home.hehehehe...oh we also ate at Hokkaido last night.Bestnya the crabs and prawns.!!!

He went back to melaka this morning..sedihnyaa...i really have to suck it in.and be strong.come july,insyallah everything will be better.i really don't mind not seeing him everyday..but if it went on to 2 weeks,i feel that everything is not right.i get very emotional and i burst into tears like every night.

its a relief that we've discovered how to use skype..
ok since my parents are going to go perform their umrah in two weeks time.i've requested that boy came over during that weekend and send my parents to the airport as well..i guess i wont be seeing my darling next weekend.really have to take up a hobby to fill in my weekends.the thing is, i dont have the passion to do anything besides eating. hehehe

in the mood to watch movies

Last saturday night,me and my friends went out for a movie in conjunction with Sueanne's (cherish this moment) farewell...Sue actually organised and got the tickets for us.we watched Sherlock Holmes at midvalley.
i enjoyed the movie..i really did compared with the 2 previous movies i watched(which i came out not even halfway into the movie)-Duhai Si pari pari and Adnan sempit.

Anyway the movie ended at 11.40pm and right after that all of us adjourned to Pelita in Bangsar to have supper..Sue was so excited to see the choices of food..(last few meals before she goes back to Dublin)-cute sgt..

we ate and chatted till almost 2 am..we bid farewell to sue and headed straight back home.letih mcm pegi clubbing plak..
anyway, what other movie is good that's playing now?really want to get boy to watch a movie with me until the end.
we have this habit of watching a movie halfway je...